To My Biggest Enemy

I met you when I was young
Didn't know where I was from
Didn't know where I was at
Didn't know who I'd become
We did everything together
As long as I can think
You were always there
Going round like skating rink
Always tryna trip me up
And always knock me down
No matter how hard you gonna try
I always come around
Getting in my head and I'm
Lying in my bed
Beating myself up
Over everything you said
You told that girl I liked her
Man nobody else knew that
Supposed to keep your mouth shut
Then you go and do that
Told me I can't rap
And I shouldn't even try
You're everywhere I go
Even when I close my eyes
I started doing YouTube
You were my biggest troll
You're that critic on my vids
Nickel diming on my soul
Dropped the first album
And you told me it was crap
Just stick to running
I should go do more of that
Cuz I ain't running fast enough
Ain't living to no standards
When I need someone to talk to
You ain't never answer
But sitting on the ready
Bout to diss me about something
Told me I was ugly
Telling me that I'm bugging
My style is a joke
And my hair is like trash
Go drop some funny money
On some clothing like cash
I wanna lock you out
Then go throw away the key
But the reason that I can't
Is because you are me

Hi there
It's your other side that's talking
And you ain't gonna tell em
Full story so watch it
Yeah you is gonna skip long nights
When we talking for hours
Then you fall asleep
And I'm back at dawn
Who was there
When nobody else was around
I was your only friend
I'm your enemy now?
When did it change
Wait I think I figured out
Yeah I think I know
When you stopped liking me now
Was it when
We were little learning ABC letters
Was it when
We were sitting in the car together
Was it when
We had each other forever
Tell me when. Oh you can't?
You can not remember?
Lemme give you our history
Cuz you clearly forgot
Cuz whatchu saying
Is what happened
As what happened did not
And you tryna make me seem
Like I'm just negative thoughts
But I am everything you're not
I am everything you're not
I was there when you're being born
I was born too
I dun said my first words
At the same time as you
When you wrote your first rap
I was there in your room
Before your first open mic
I was there scared too
Who dun taught you
How to make a track
Who you think taught you
How to flow like that
Now you using it to diss me
Well that's kinda crap
We both know who I am
I'm your other half