4AM

Four in the morning I'm zoning
Emotion I'm holding it all in
Only alone when I'm showing
I just cried tears in the ocean
Told her just to leave it open
Came through I had her moaning
I thought of you in the moment
I couldn't control it
Four in the morning I'm zoning
Emotion I'm holding it all in
Only alone when I'm showing
I just cried tears in the ocean
Told her just to leave it open
Came through I had her moaning
I thought of you in the moment
I couldn't control it
So go ahead leave me on my own
That gives time for me to grow up
(give time)
Doing things I wouldn't do
If you were here it's like my heart got colder
(like ice)
A lot of people gone a lot of tombstones
I remember sleeping on the floor like a cobra
Had a lot of girls kissing on me
But I never never ever ever felt real love
Me and Taz stopped speaking
Cause him and my brother was beefing
One day went to the cemetery
I looked up and I seen him
Death gone bring us together
We family it brought me back to reality
Better make good while we still breathing
But my ego told me just to leave him
I can't believe it
Heart is full of diseases, full of demons
Me and BK had drama
Maybe that was my karma
I wish I never brought the bitch around
Put that on my momma
I had to rob the bitch
She owed me money I had to do it
I couldn't trust the bitch
How can you say the shahada then do me dirty?
I gave my heart out to everybody
They turned me into a monster
I turn this shit to Wakanda
I put the holy water on your daughter
I sent the lambs out to the slaughter
I got my heart back off the floor
I put it somewhere inside the globe
Can't find it I won't be exposed
I did it way better than before
I do it way better than before
I did it way better than before
I was exposed to the evil
I still got love for my people
I look shaytan in the face
Aaoothoobillah
He tryna make me a K
That'll never happen
Might as well kill me on the spot
Might as well take all I got
I had a crush on lil shawty
Till she slid in my dms
I don't have a crush no more
Soon as she messaged it went
I put a bandaid on my broken heart
I'm a dark angel baby but I'm a star
Shareef was like a brother to me man
we used to always kick it
He's daughters nearly two and
I ain't seen her I don't know how we drifted
I miss my cousin Billy the most
Tell me how did I end up alone
All of my brothers turned to ghosts
I ain't ever seen a happy home
We use to laugh till we cry now I just laugh not to cry
Got a black heart dead heart inside I don't care if I die
I was gone cry last night, I was gone cry last night
Thinking bout the times we had, thinking bout the love we had
Things will never be the same I had to block out the pain
Missed all my prayers today I don't know what else to say
Combine them but I'm not a shia
Mental health all in my family spread like leukaemia
Smash on a geisha I'm tryna reach analgesia
I hope Allah forgive me
Four in the morning I'm zoning
Emotion I'm holding it all in
Only alone when I'm showing
I just cried tears in the ocean
Told her just to leave it open
Came through I had her moaning
I thought of you in the moment
I couldn't control it
Four in the morning I'm zoning
Emotion I'm holding it all in
Only alone when I'm showing
I just cried tears in the ocean
Told her just to leave it open
Came through I had her moaning
I thought of you in the moment
I couldn't control it
So go ahead leave me on my own
That gives time for me to grow up
(give time)
Doing things I wouldn't do
If you were here it's like my heart got colder
(like ice)
A lot of people gone a lot of tombstones
I remember sleeping on the floor like a cobra
Had a lot of girls kissing on me
But I never never ever ever felt real love