Lost Choices

I wake up, I wake up next to you like nothings changed
I just need some time, I need some time to believe we're the same
I confess I never made mistakes until I made one for you
If I don't make a choice
Then these choices make me
I can't believe this is how it's gotta, how it's gotta be
Some days I admit that I think about leaving
I can't be the one to help when it's help I've been needing
I drift out of my lane begging for a crash
Closing my eyes I brace myself for impact
I can't be the one that you need
I can't be who you want me to be
If I don't make a choice
Then these choices make me
I can't believe this is how it's gotta, how it's gotta be
I want to be with you but I don't want to be here
Would I be happier alone or am I just scared
Sometimes I carry weight just to pick it up
No matter how much it has never been enough
I think I'm building my casket
I'm building my grave
Too bad it's so far away
I want to go back and I only have myself to blame
It will never be the same, it will never be the same
If I don't make a choice
Then these choices make me
I can't believe this is how it's gotta, how it's gotta be



Credits
Writer(s): Mark Sands, Tanner Leier
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