1 A.M. in El Paso

Unh
Unh
I don't know how you do it
Know why you do
But while you do it
I'm gone' write this music
1 a.m. in El Paso I'm staring at the ceiling
Mentally fatigued and no relief from all the millions
Things that's on my mind
Music, my wife and children
I'm tryna monetize and maximize the gift I'm given
Pen in my hand helps me understand and explain my feelings
Write out a plan and be sane again cause at times I'm tripping
Even in my losses...
My character is building
I got the drive may see me walking
I'm just that committed
I can't sit and hope it happens
Gotta make it happen
Plenty no's and open mics
But bro I'm never stagnant
Bounty hunter for my dreams it's gone pay the catch'em
Several of 'em out on bond
Must forgot I had them
Daily working see my goals in the distance man
Trouble lurking them distractions I don't listen fam
A little views
A few fans on the Instagram
Just a touch can change your life in an instant man
Often hating my reflection
Suffer from rejection
Sticks and stones
Broken bones
Words used as weapons
Needing some direction
Responding with aggression
Feeling so alone
Then reminded our connection
I won't let you fall...
No, I won't let you lose...
Trust me in it all...
I always come thru...
I come thru
I come thru
Unh
Yeah I'm restless
Must be the Texas heat
The fan on
And the a c on seventy three
Yet I'm sweating thinking all the things I want to do
And gotta do
Look at you sleeping so comfortable
(Unh)
And in my mind I fear I'm going crazy
Going harder every time I gotta feed my babies
Got a job wanna resign I have grown impatient
A car note and a mortgage
Bet my wife would hate it
It takes too much of my time
And music doesn't pay me
What would God say if I die before I ever made it
Yeah
Yet I'm believing it's gone happen
Money can't buy happiness
And I'm in love with rapping
Helping people overcome
Serving is my passion
Some do it just for fun
Others just for fashion
Some want the attention
And the others want the fame more
I just want what's for me
Give me everything I came for
Promise no
Wishing on the stars
I see my angels
In faith I came this far
And each time Lord you came thru
And there's nothing that you can't do
They can doubt all they want but look man'
They ain't you
And I want it more than ever
Gotta get that dub'
Only thing I'm scared of
Letting down the folks I love
Ain't no dream too big
And ain't no limit
So I ask like a kid
Knowing my father gonna get it
Let's get it
Often hating my reflection
Suffer from rejection
Sticks and stones
Broken bones
Words used as weapons
Needing some direction
Responding with aggression
Feeling so alone
Then reminded our connection
Often hating my reflection
Suffer from rejection
Sticks and stones
Broken bones
Words used as weapons
Needing some direction
Responding with aggression
Feeling so alone
Then reminded our connection
I won't let you fall...
No, I won't let you lose...
Trust me in it all...
I always come thru...
I come thru
I come thru
I won't let you fall...
(I won't let you fall)
No, I won't let you lose...
(No I won't let you lose)
Trust me in it all...
(Trust me in it all)
I always come thru...
I come thru
I come thru
Lord you come thru
Lord you come thru
Don't know how you do it
I don't know why you do it
But while you do it
I'm gone write this music
1 a.m. in El Paso I'm staring at the ceiling