melatonin.

Eating pasta as big as my thumb
With the sauce as thick as my blood
Thinking bout you thinking I'm dumb
My skin isn't as thick as it should
My nose is runny that's not why I'm sick
Bit a whiskey go straight to my dick
Up to my head regretting last week
Bit of melatonin to help with the sleep
Feeling angry walking down the street
Wiki93 bumping in my speaks
Been a week since last time we speak
Almost been a week since last time we speak
As usual too afraid to speak my mind
Decided I'd wait for another time
I'm going to say it now I'm dying inside
Sleeping with the lights on in case you arrive

Eating pasta as big as my thumb
With the sauce as thick as my blood
Chase it with a melatonin to sleep
Taking our walks down the same fucking street

Feelings coming up thought I'd hollowed your name
Guess I put you in a shallow grave
What we were doing that wasn't the same
You hit my line like ____ and I came
You in the limelight me in my cage
Use your mouth give me a pen and a page
Cuz most times my mind don't behave
Got me in a dark place facing my shame
Who's to blame for my self loathing and hate
Took a melatonin to deal with pain
Wishing I could just sleep all day
Seeing you in my dreams is more than okay
Every minute that I think of your face
Makes me wish that I wasn't awake
Wish I had a heard so cold it could freeze space
Losing my mind so I can free space

Eating pasta as big as my thumb
With the sauce as thick as my blood
Chase it with a melatonin to sleep
Taking our walks down the same fucking street