Shoganai

I've slowly learned
How to live
And to die
from my own hands
I find it hard
To live this down
And im bound to
Bound to the woe
Of
My
Apprehension
A new way to cope
Or another day spent hanging from this old familiar rope
It's all the same to me anyway
A new way to cope
Bloom and spread the secrets upon my

lips Before I turn and I commit the sin
Again

And I will find new ways to hate myself
Finding joy

In the mockery

Of my suffering

And I come to you bearing wounds
Dependent upon your response
Because I can't feel a thing
I've slowly learned
How to live
and to die
From my own hands
I find it hard
to live this down
And I'm bound to
Bound to the woe
I am pleading
For sedation
Disillusioned
From the act of
a sacrifice
that's meant nothing
It's meant nothing
It's meant nothing
I have gained nothing in spilling all my blood for you
I have gained nothing at all
For all the pain I bear
I have gained nothing
I am not the same
I can never
get back
what I've lost
I am not worth saving
Time has only brought decay
And fleeting moments
That are forced to fade
Idle hands bear the anguish of misery
Knowledge begets...
Death
I've slowly learned
How to live
And to die
from my own hands
I find it hard
To live this down
And im bound to
Bound to the woes
I'am pleading
For sedation
Disillusioned
From the act of
a sacrifice
that's meant nothing
It's meant nothing
It's meant nothing
Mockery
Of my suffering