Inside Out

I don't really care what people say
They don't really know what be going on
They just on the outside looking in
Hoping they find where He hide my sin

Was really all on my own
Ever since I was just 12
I had been hanging around grown folks
Stopped going to the truck for em
Moving weight since I was 13
That's how I'm carrying my own load
Used to steal cars just to sleep in
Tic fiends to stay for the weekend
Stayed out I ain't like to sneak in
Me and Charles pumping that BP
6am knew pop was leaving
Door unlocked Mama stayed keyed in
She fed me knew I wasn't eating
Brush teeth, took a shower
Same clothes, ain't miss an hour
Cutting up, using gloves
Last time, I had tested positive
In da kitchen, Ms Dolores
No baggies, used aluminum foil
Coke dried out, had lost oil
She had hers, still begged for it
Got another fiend, recook more
Gave him .7, for his mother Taurus
Gave it to Dame, then it ran its course
Had burned it down, behind Fahmi porch
Gun in my face, shot at point blank
Missed every case
Just a year later, shots had went off
Hit me in my leg
Then I Went to prison
Things different
Tried to take my life
From a life sentence
Jesus told me try Him
I gave Him my attention
Didn't beat the charge
But judge reconsidered
And y'all tripping
Cuz I'm in the trenches
Cuz when I baptize
I'm in the water with them
See why they cross the street
Keeping their distance
Because we're the Church
And the building isn't

I don't really care what people say
They don't really know what be going on
They just on the outside looking in
Hoping they find where He hide my sin

Attitude Get"s The Best Of Me
Devil Keeps On Testing Me
Asking God What's The Best For Me
Just Finding Out What's The Recipe
Still Stuck On The Old Me
Don't Know It's A New Me
Always I Think Got A Side Piece
Can I Just Be Focus On Me
No Time To Waste Time
Hungry Man It's Lunch Time
Outta Of My Way I Want Mine So You Already Know
I'm First In Line Past Is Gone I Left It Behind
Focused On The Present Been On The Grind
Stop Listening To The Doubts In My Mind That Was Just The Devil In Disguise
Just Because I Got Curly
Hair That Doesn't Mean I'm A Pretty Boy
Just Because I Don't Pay Bills That Doesn't Mean Imma Baby Boy
Nah Slim I Ain't Lazy
That's Not How MaMa Raise Me
On My Feet That's A Daily
Stop Thinking You Know Me
I Play My Position
Don't Care What You're Thinking
Need To Mind Your Business
Steady Tripping
Over My Decision Needa Kick it
Thinking You Do But You Don't
Wish You Could But Won't
Nah Cuz It"s Not A Joke
You Just Don't Know
Why Gotta Judging Me From Head To Toe Bro That's Just So Cold
Don't Care For No Opinions
All About My Business
Homeboy Got Ambitions
Let You Keep On Tripping
Don't Know What I'm Getting
Johnny Cage How I Kick it Yeah Cause Y'all Sickening
Hope Y"all Still Listening
Need Y'all Attention
Y'all About To Witness
I Ain't Wasting No Minutes
On My Feet Like A Gymnast
Had To Get Rid Of Bitterness
Had To Get Rid Of Selflessness
Devil Try Knock Me Down Had Bad Intentions
Lord Knows Man I'm Feeling Different
Destined For Greatness Because I'm Driven
Always Moving Just A Man On
Mission
People Say That I Got The
Potential
Putting My Life On These
Instrumentals
Ever Thought I Would Rap At The
Level
Or Ever Thought I Would Pick Up The
Pencil
And Start Spitting
Every Time I'm Just Getting
Better
Came A Long Way I Survive Through The
Weather
But Through It All Man I Got It
Together
In The Process I'm Still Getting Judge
But I Move Forward I Walk Through The
Mud
Can't Never Loose I'm Covered By The
Blood
NFXN Man We Are The Squad and We Got The Sauce

I don't really care what people say
They don't really know what be going on
They just on the outside looking in
Hoping they find where He hide my sin