Ready

Your nothing
Your not gonna be anything in life
Your gonna be like your parents

Everything is so new to me
Ikwan or KR
I don't know who to be
You need to stop fooling me
Your giving me a mind fuck
That is some cruelty
Hit me up when you want something
All of y'all need to stop using me

Tired of dealing with all the fakes
Be there for me that's all it takes
You only come around when you see the money
And see how much I make
I'm gonna make it there is no debate
I'm tired of being told to wait
Tired of people saying they understand me
But they just don't know the pain

Music means way more to me
Then all that cash and jewelry
Being rich that's unknown to me
I'm living my dream I don't go to sleep
Who's so cold but brings the heat
Who's tells the truth but kills the beat
Who loses his head with no guillotine
You still don't know I thought it was clear to see

I'm always ready to go
I'm always ready to blow
I'm always ready for a show
Know about me, you don't know

I'm always ready to go
I'm always ready to blow
I'm always ready for a show
Know about me, you don't know

No one was there for me
Not since I was like 3
I don't pretend to be anyone else
All I can be is myself
Cause that's the only person who got my back
Especially when it comes to rap
I'm still troubled from my past
My life I hope I make it last

I feel alone in the dark
I feel no emotion it's like I don't have a heart
My demons kill me inside it's like I'm being ripped apart
I have the weight of the world on my shoulders, I'm carrying a lot
My mind is trapped in the cell I don't have the keys to unlock
So much blood on the floor, i think I'm gonna need a mop

Tired of people who doubted me
Why can't you be proud of me
You say don't feel what I feel
But I feel like I'm allowed to be
Step back your crowding me
I don't get why you keep clowning me
I'm doing what I can to make it I don't know why you keep looking down on me

I don't need your charity
Empathy or sincerity
I'm dead to you? Come bury me
You'll never find me cause I'm rare to see
Take my life but there's no receipt
Love her again there is no repeat
Just like how stopped my heart cause you wouldn't let it beat

I'm always ready to go
I'm always ready to blow
I'm always ready for a show
Know about me, you don't know

I'm always ready to go
I'm always ready to blow
I'm always ready for a show
Know about me, you don't know

No one was there for me
Not since I was like 3
I don't pretend to be anyone else
All I can be is myself
Cause that's the only person who got my back
Especially when it comes to rap
I'm still troubled from my past
My life I hope I make it last

My worst enemy is myself
Took me a couple years but I realized i am like no one else
My adopted family said all I do is care about myself
If that's the case why do I push everyone away and still cry for help

Hand out don't touch me
All of y'all don't bump me
Caution Tape that was me
All me that was deep
Imma nightmare not a dream
Don't make a sound (nope) not a peep
Come out and show myself I don't think so, that's obscene

I'm tired of dealing with same crap
How many times do I have to change that
How many times do I have to say that
It was all me. I raised that
To the people who said I'm nothing
There's gonna be some payback
You got my back you claim that
But where were you when I face flat

I'm always ready to go
I'm always ready to blow
I'm always ready for a show
Know about me, you don't know

I'm always ready to go
I'm always ready to blow
I'm always ready for a show
Know about me, you don't know

No one was there for me
Not since I was like 3
I don't pretend to be anyone else
All I can be is myself
Cause that's the only person who got my back
Especially when it comes to rap
I'm still troubled from my past
My life I hope I make it last

You probably think this is where the story ends
For you information this is where it begins
Father forgive me for all my sins
I am a Forsaken Prophet you have sent