White Girl Problems

I was just sitting there, talking with the cells in my body
Feeling naughty, I guess those chemicals got me
Like a beach in a Bugatti. My blood is diluted with dilaudid
Because we always sugar coat that product
Putting the new slang up our nose and call it ballin'
When it's really just solvents solving problems that all those white girls started.

Then I think of all the ways I've died and been alive
In the parallel universes of my mind
That's because all I need to know is inside
I neglect the words of the wise
Because they told me to think outside of the box
But the box has always been mine
That's because true wisdom is quiet and lifeless
And only searches for the seekers and the silent

And what about our 2D reality?
With higher beings looking down on our pond, pondering on me
Kinda like how I talk to myself through my memories
That's because I'm consciously conscious in this conscience sea
If you believe in nothing that's still a belief, and if you have none you should remember
That everything you do, it echoes forever

And what about those games that we play?
Like blaming others for having the same ways
We should be trading those brainwaves for better days
Because all of this is just a phase
But don't listen to what i say
'Cause I don't know the right words, or the right way
But I can tell you one thing
I've lived enough lives to get my current life straight