Lost Myself

I'm forever tripping, forever missing how we use to be
Thinking of the past It's affecting me
Your smiles and laughs, this pain is forever haunting me
My Queen, your King, everything I wanted see
But don't get it twisted I want you to listen
I was going close the distance yeah something i envisioned
You cooking platanos in your mama's kitchen
Bane playing fetch behind those white picket fences (Uh)

Smoking and chilling henny sipping all weekend
Mario Kart every season good times wasn't leaving
Always geeking the woman I would put my seed in
Everything was for a reason well at least that's what I believed in

I was PB and you was my jam hunny
Bonnie and Clyde hand and hand hunny
Till death do us part that was my marriage stand
My rider see but I guess everything isn't what it out to be (Damn)

I just, I just don't understand

Now you question my devotion, Smoking pain away
Its got me floating, choking on bullshit
Do we gotta do this, this is kind of foolish
Remember FaceTiming every moment in the summer
Every second was something

Your heart all I wanted asked me if i loved ya, Yeah not another
You was the only one to be my baby's mother
Liquor got me feeling like a mother fucker
Now I'm tripping, you pissed
What's this? Just a text I had nothing to do with
Nigga, stop it with the bullshit
I'm from New York but I ain't no Knick you trying be slick
All D-roses you the broken one

I remember telling you, you was the light to my sun
Now tell me I was wrong, come on
We need to be strong in the darkest moments
I don't wanna be broken on this situation
There is no replacement for my heart
I just can't take it my finger on the trigger
I just pray that this message makes it