God's Favourite.

I went to church to pray to the virgin but she had a child so you know that's a joke
I choked on the holiest water there was there, I couldn't breathe, they stuffed it down my throat
I prayed to god to give me some air but I realised when I spoke, he wasn't there
I believe in myself to live my own life not in some faith and a ghost in the sky
I love the one that loves him the most, those who surround me won't let me let go
So god made it sure that our love was slaughtered, he couldn't have angels kissing lost daughters

And you were god's favourite
Poor me down the liquor, I was drunk on sadness
I'll tell you that I need you more than I really do
I fell in love with the devil and it fucked up my mind
And I would tell you that I love you but I'm already doing the time

As time went on, they said I was stupid for not caring how I care into this world
But I just don't care, I only care that I'm alive, they wanted me to be god's little girl
This is all fiction, I'm not blaming spirits, I just don't wanna put faith in somebody else
And that's swell if you care and you think that it's fine, I just want respect for the thoughts that are mine
They stand and tell me my reasons aren't real, they say my problems only Jesus can heal
But I can't go on living a lie, this isn't me so I'm saying goodbye

And you were god's favourite
Poor me down the liquor, I was drunk on sadness
I'll tell you that I need you more than I really do
I fell in love with the devil and it fucked up my mind
And I would tell you that I love you but I'm already doing the time

They can't tell me who to praise, I'll praise myself, I'll love myself to get through the days
They can't tell me that I'm wrong, it'll only push me further for a long, long, long, long time

And I was god's favourite
But I don't really care because I love myself
And I don't need the love from anyone else
Stop blaming the heavens for pain in your life
Stop blaming the lack of for pain, it just isn't right

For everyone that curses his father or his mother shall surely be put to death
It just isn't right
Whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life
It just isn't right