Summer's Gone

Falling every time
I know how you lie
Those things come and go
Recall every note

Of my voice you heard
Take in every word
Every thing you say
And excuse you made

I recall that day at Woodward Park I watched the trees
I swear a couple moments passed and everything just seemed to freeze
Then I snapped up out my trance and knew it wouldn't last forever
Sparking up a couple lighters but not only just for pleasure

Hanging out of windows need a place to escape
I'm up on third story floors might just try to erase
Every single face and memory that I know and I've made
And I get closer every time with all the more that I take

Went down the stairs knew you wouldn't be waiting
I know you didn't care much and I could tell by your cadence
Said my time writing raps was just time that I wasted
And I know just how productive you are fucked up and faded

I recall you left whenever life had got hard
While I was all alone in pieces trying to not fall apart
And drinking every fucking night wrongly playing your cards
And it's not easy to forget when I still got all the scars and I'm

Falling every time
I know how you lie
Those things come and go
Recall every note

Of my voice you heard
Take in every word
Every thing you say
And excuse you made

Bought a one way ticket and I'm not coming home
It's been a few years now since the last time we spoke
I know summer's gone and passed now the autumn is coming
I hope that everything will change but'll probably be nothing

Can't get my hopes up learned that too many times
I can't trust another person making reasons to lie
It's why I got a 9 tucked deep close by my side
I'm waking up fake a smile while I'm acting alright

Burning staying warm about to light up in flames
But I'm a cold motherfucker got no blood in my veins
It seems I'm gonna be stuck here till nothing remains
It's getting harder every day keeping it all contained

Like a broken record getting scratched by a needle
And I don't fuck with many others got no time for no people
Don't take it wrong it's just harder to trust
Cause all the years I've been wronged and my spirit's been crushed

Falling every time
I know how you lie
Those things come and go
Recall every note

Of my voice you heard
Take in every word
Every thing you say
And excuse you made