Everybody Dies in Their Nightmares

Yeah, so what's the point of being real when they still fake?
And what's the point of showing love when they still hate?
Every time I feel low, I need to medicate
I just wanna get so high that I levitate, (motherfuckin' elevate!)
Feeling like I can't escape
And there's nights I can't sleep so I stay awake
And I lie to my friends, tell 'em I'm okay
But I'm not and I've been dealing with it every day

Every single day 'I Fall Apart' like I'm Post Malone
Think about you every time I'm going through my phone
In the studio when I'm rapping on the microphone
You will never understand 'til you feel
Alone (but why the fuck I feel alone?)

Wish that I could see you in my dreams
I wish that I could feel you next to me
I wish that every time I gave my all and kept it
Real with you, you did the same and you know what I mean

Depression hits every night, I just never show it
Anxiety on my mind, I just never show it
It kills every single time, I just never show it
I promise you're not alone, you just never know it

Depression hits every night, I just never show it
Anxiety on my mind, I just never show it
It kills every single time, I just never show it
I promise you're not alone, you just never know it
Yeah

I wish I could lose all control of my feelings
All of my pain
I just hope you could feel it, and heal it, it's hard to explain
'Cause everything's different but I'm still the same
If I could be honest then nothing has changed
'Cause they always think that this life is
A game... and that's just a shame 'cause

I'm tired of feeling like I'm stuck and I can't breathe
Tired of feeling like I'm blind and I can't see
Tired of feeling like I'm something that I can't be
It's God's plan, maybe I just need a plan B

I'm tired of feeling like I'm stuck and I can't breathe
Tired of feeling like I'm blind and I can't see
Tired of feeling like I'm something that I can't be
It's God's plan, maybe I just need a plan B, Yeah