Summer Mattress

I thought we were a team
Us two we built a junction
But we're bursting at the seams
As one we hardly function

Now The rage that's in my head
Cannot go unnoticed
Unravels all my threads
Till you're my only focus

I must've missed the message
Daily I'm more restless
Trying to let this go

You treat me like the leaves
Like I'm falling from the trees
Like you knew when you met me
I'd be less than what you need

Is she what you wanted
I'm constantly taunted
By everything I couldn't be
For you

I told you from the get-go
You just gotta let go
What you get is what you see
With me

The more I try to fight it
The more foreign it feels
Tried to paint me as someone
You thought would be ideal

Tuesday in May
4 Months of reasons to stay
But I lost either way
When you said it's me or LA

You asked me to put my life on hold
So that you were the focus you stole my control

Had anticipations
Bout our expiration
Even when I met
Every single expectation

I must've missed the message
Daily I'm more restless
Tryna let this go
Oh
Oh

You treat me like the leaves
She's autumn you're the trees
In the spring when we met
Knew I was less than what you need

The more I try to fight it
The more foreign it feels
Tried to paint me as someone
You thought would be ideal
Tuesday in May
Four months of reasons to stay
But I lost either way
When you said "it's me or LA"

I'm sorry that the world went and let you down
And I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to keep you around
And I'm sorry I was just another lesson you learned
But people always change cigarettes always
Burn
Cigarettes always burn

The more I try to fight you
The more I'm gonna lose

Began that Tuesday in May
The fight to get you to stay
Turns out you got your way
Now it's just me and LA