Why Did She

Shouldn't I be moving if my heart is beating this fast
Why am I frozen in time looking at her back
This thing that pumps blood should be feeding life into my soul
But it's the very same thing that is paralyzing all of this man
Oh why, oh why, did she need to go

Questions on questions are plaguing my conscience now
Is it really over or is it just a break from us
Is her silence telling my future self yes or no
I'm mentally wrecked and it's hard not to let it show
Oh why, oh why, did she need to go

Why, my my, did she need to go
I know that her hurting heart told her so
Why am I so stubborn to fully know
Why, why, why, she had to go

I wish her the best, and I wish her happiness
I'll count it my cost as the one who loves her like this
This pain for the moment will hopefully subside in my life
But if it stays then I guess I'll live with a thorn in my side
But I still ask, why, oh why, did she have to go

Why, my my, did she need to go
I know that her hurting heart told her so
Why am I so stubborn to fully know
Why, why, why, she had to go

Just accept it and move on
And heal and form your scars
Don't keep asking why she had to go
Cause you know why she left you