Broken Home

Never going back to being trapped in my head
Better off dead than stuck living in regret
Always upset with myself but didn't dare to ask for help
Cuz no one ever could bear what I wanted to share
With them or listen to the wisdom I was given
Til I put it all into a rhythm you can digest
Just to try to dissect every word
Where I pulled from the hurt try'na show you what I'm worth
As I put in work with a notepad and a pen
Making sure that I'm never misunderstood again
With no luck or fucks or a miracle
When it all comes from the heart of LEARICAL
LEARICAL, LEARICAL
Making sure that I'm never misunderstood again
With no luck or fucks or a miracle
When it all comes from the heart of LEARICAL

Stay with me while I'm awake
Cuz I can't sleep alone
Save me from another day
In this broken home

Now it's time to get a little personal with what I wrote
So listen close cuz you're about to step into the danger zone
Leaving you asking why in denial try'na turn back the dial
On all of this shit I managed to compile
So for starters I looked to my father as my mother
Cuz she didn't to tell her daughters
She had a son, their brother
But didn't want us to know each other making me wonder
If I'm just another dumpster baby going crazy for these ladies
Who love me and don't desert me then they think they deserve me
Which is a little concerning given the habits I picked up from my dad
Treating 'em like trash as I leave my bags
On the side lines every single time
Somebody tries to get close to me with hopes to be
Something more yet I shut the door in their face
A mistake I always make but can't seem to break
Like the hearts I rip apart
Searching for a love to fill the void ever since I was a boy

Stay with me while I'm awake
Cuz I can't sleep alone
Save me from another day
In this broken home

Stay with me while I'm awake
Save me from this broken
Stay with me while I'm awake
Save me from this broken home
From this broken, from this broken home