AM I?

Stuck in mind
For some good time now
Can't enjoy life
When your smile causes frowns
Girl I'm scared to hurt you
But this loves my only virtue
But when I go away girl
I feel like I desert you
Too hard on myself
Cause I'm the only one I got
Fuck everyone else
See that's not a good thought
Wanna be a good person
But it goes deeper than that
Mama said get a job
And to quit it with the rap, son
No one understands
Thats why I feel alone
Uncomfortable in my house
When that shits a warzone
Talking causes problems
So how could I survive?
I've been wide awake
But damn do I feel blind
Why do I complain?
I have a lot in my life
Patience is a virtue
I don't gotta say it twice
Cuz I know you know that
And thats a matter of facts
But I can't communicate
And thats the skill that I lack
I don't trust many people
So when I talk its too real
Scare people away
They don't fuck with what I feel
I didn't mean to make you mad
But I guess thats what I do
Imma hold on to the ones
That I know will stay true
You know who you are
So I don't gotta drop a name
And you're all gettin a piece
If I ever achieve fame
But that's a goal I gotta reach
Gotta do it on my own
I can't hold y'all hands cuz I've steady grown
That how it feels
And thats why I struggle
Pieces don't matter
When you got too many puzzles
My mind tends to scatter
And that's a true shame
Potential seeps out
When I can focus up the brain
I know I act shy
But I ain't scared to commit
I'm married to this game
So I'll be damned if I quit
I've got a smart mouth
And a brain that's too active
Never trust my emotions
Cuz they're always reactive



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Writer(s): Christopher Hamilton
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