head vs. wall

My head's against the wall again
And I don't bother checking on my phone at all
Don't wanna try love again
'Cause the scars run too deep
And I can't ever sleep as it is

You have your new friends and I'm happy for that
Got your whole life ahead
Hope it's good, I'll be glad
And lately, I just stare and reflect on my past
Wonder how my life got so far off the tracks

Blade against my wrist again
And it's been harder trying to be sober at all
The future makes me scared as shit
'Cause the past fucked me up
And I think I'm just better alone

Isolate myself again
And I don't bother trying to get better at all
It's just a lie I tell my friends
So they don't have to fret
'Til I'm laid down to rest at the end

My head's against the wall again
And I don't bother checking on my phone at all
Don't wanna try love again
'Cause the scars run too deep
And I can't ever sleep as it is



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Writer(s): Mark Taylor
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