Best Life

Tell me how would it feel if I did that to you
Since u keep it so real how bout you tell me the truth
Trying to back up your lies but it ain't time to regroup
Divide the real from the fakes and I can't add up the two

But I'm living My best life
Every minute
My head held high I had to make a decision
Legal or illegal i still gotta go get it
When I'm spending that check they don't care bout the difference
It ain't just bout who you know but bout it's how much you spending
How far you willing to go when it's time to go get it
It's a long long road n i dont care bout the distance
I put it all on me get my family out the trenches

Ya I'm a young og and I'm very well seasoned
And If say something once that means it's said for reason
Yeah I run up that check saved up then repeated
I put up just enough for me n give the rest to my nieces
Cause Every single move I make I do this shit for my nieces
And every single path I take they be like follow the leader
And my drip be so deadly i can't get a stylist to to teach it
And you know I got plenty welcome to 114 Benji
Come take a look in these trenches
This where I hustled the hardest
Posted up on that's block that where this shxt had all started
Where 12 don't care who you is
Cause to them you a target
Where little girls be having babies got the streets being the father
Where mamas working their hardest to get up out of them projects
Kids depending on financial aid to get them to college
Everyday Round all these different folks
Who claim they your Patnas
Be the ones who set you up
Then be like bruh we gon find them
And niggas faking like they really came straight up from bottom
They like damn I don't know you know more
Well bitch get to walking
Either you here cause you want be or you part of the problem
Or may be it best to leave I want change for nobody

But I'm living My best life
Every minute
My head held high I had to make a decision
Legal or illegal i still gotta go get it
When I'm spending that check they don't care bout the difference
It ain't just bout who you know but bout it's how much you spending
How far you willing to go when it's time to go get it
It's a long long road n i dont care bout the distance
I put it all on me get my family out the trenches

Ya You say you understand but you ain't going threw my pain
And the thing I really hate is when they say that I done change
Ya you might be right
I won't go threw that again
Looking stupid feeling clueless
I can't get played like a fool
No Ain gon turn the other cheek ima just get rid of you
You know I love winning honestly it's i hate too lose
I been lied to so much I can't even believe the truth
And it's funny how you think im'a reflection of you
You put your all into me I put my all into you
Sometimes I beat around the bush that's cause I'm venting you
They think I got it figured out but I still go threw shxt too
And that's real
You say I'm pushin' you away just like everybody else
All I had was my mirror when I needed some help
Ten toes down in that field with no shield when it was over it was nobody left
That's why I ask you them questions
That's why trip so hard
Cause to me u mean something
Ya i know I fuck up it's the truth Im not perfect
But when it comes down you i really feel that u worth it
I might lose sight of direction but I'm gon take this journey
Cause I'm living my best life turn my dreams to my purpose