Lose My Mind

I never wanted to stay, I barely managed to pay
The price of dreaming, so deceiving — time that I let go
It's true that I could see
What loyalty could be
If life was kinder; without blinders — maybe you should know

That I believe in destiny
But only if the end is mine to write

Take me back to when I found love in the moonlight
Travel with me to the stars when love won over pride
Mid-November to December, stories running wild
It haunts me, controls me until I lose my mind, mind, mind,
I lose my mind, yeah

I'm sure you'd be the fool to think it's all for for you —
The songs I write that shed a light on all your darkest deeds
Could you stand to know that you are not alone
In falling victim to revenge for what's been done to me?

I believe in destiny
But only if the end is mine to write

Can't forget about New York, or how they both had cried
I regretted my decisions when I found he'd lied
Ain't it scary, January bled into July
It haunts me, controls me until I lose my mind, mind, mind,
I lose my mind, yeah

I only asked them if they'd fight
They disappeared into the night

I regress to when I found love in a stranger's arms
Help me forget how it feels to share that liar's heart
Two Decembers, I remember heartache plagued my life
I had lost control... oh!
Heaven help the fool who falls in love and plans to win
I have learned, and I have seen it time and time again
Expectations, complications, nothing turns out right
It haunts me, controls me, it owns me, and hones me
Until I lose my mind, mind, mind
I lose my mind, yeah
Yeah, I lose my mind, mind, mind
I lose my mind, yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Sophia Rankin
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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