123 Main Street

Sit alone in this room, never thought I'd end up here
Had to make this move, I was somewhere else last year
All the parties caught up to me and I started feeling so numb
Damn I just turned 26 and I still ain't got my life going
I reached out to my grandparents and I asked if I could move in
Night before I had a break down, I couldn't live with those friends
The mushrooms had me seeing straight
Thought I'd trip and have a night escape
But reality was right in my face, saying get the fuck out and walk away
So I did, time to start new again
Went from being round tons of people to alone and lost in my head
Yo I left my life at a studio, where the fuck am I gon record?
Me and management buttin heads, I don't want this shit anymore
I unpacked and I took a breathe
I don't have much money left
I don't have no fuckin job, some people aint meant to work at desks
Met a girl on instagram, she took my mind off everything
None of this apart of my plan but I'll figure life out eventually
Spending more time with my fam, they been happy I sobered up
Walking into my parents house and I felt like I aint been here in months
Lookin into my mommas eyes, feelin like I been a shitty son
All the drugs had me hypnotized and the reality start to eat me up
"I'm sorry Momma" I cried out, She just happy her sons back
She just happy I'm still alive cuz she saw me walking that wrong path
Heard about this rap contest, there was prize money and some tour dates
I aint have another option left, I knew I had a few moves to make
Reached out to my manager, I apologized for my actions
He told me come through the studio, we'll record the track in Manhattan
We talked a bit and we patched it up
Hit my boy about a video
Had a feeling we'd win forreal and we did boy, that shit was dope
The tour thing brought me back hope, back to ballin wit a few stacks
Got this inspiration now but how the fuck am I gon make new tracks?
Took a trip out to California, met a girl I met online
Hit it off, man it felt so real and i think I just had to clear my mind
Headed back to my crib now, I don't know where I'm gon record
Last time I went to New York I had a break down, I couldn't take no more
All this travel so tiring, feel like life has just beat me down
My grandparents saw me too stressed and they said "Chris we gon figure it out"
They invest in a recording set up, that was more than I could ask for
Feeling like I had a second chance and I told em I would make it worth it all
Thought I had it all planned out, I ended up with this outcome
I'll tell my story, Good bad and ugly as I put my heart into this album, Yeah
123 Main, where it all happened