Crazy

It's been a tough year, laughter and chatter from all my peers
Say I'm the mirror of failure, clear and apparent from all of my flaws
And that I'm retarded to boot, but damn that one pricks at me, one of the wrongs
So I say let's break the veneer, young Jaguar ain't friendly he's ready to cause
Blood in the streets, got this blood in my teeth, massacre baby, scrumptious, petite
If they say that I'm crazy then let em repeat, a baby's got dreams don't regard em with sleep
Don't tell me bout "If" don't tell me to switch, just because you never challenged your shit
I'm out here daily, making changes, the shift, I never dawdle, on daily, a blip
And I'm thinking bout what I really would find
Drowning in doubt, between the lines
But If I died, then all you'd find
Is remnants of a life that I wished was mine
And I been stuck in this dusty room
No way out like I'm committed too
I could smell the roses but they'd hurt to touch
Grasp em tight so I bleed quickly through

They saying I'm crazy, I'm more than a maybe
I'm good to go heaven strike me
Father just show me the lightning igniting
And these bullets come raining, my hands off the safety
I let it go hoping save me
Where do they land I don't know, it excites me
They saying I'm crazy, I'm more than a maybe
I'm good to go heaven strike me
Father just show me the lightning igniting
And these bullets come raining, my hands off the safety
I let it go hoping save me
Where do they land I don't know, it excites me

Lately these goblins assail me with bricks, ain't nothing compared to these thoughts that I grip
Locked in my head, got me lost, I relent, I have some days where I caution content
Like there is no way that I'm happy, forget! This ain't the life that I want for my kids
I question my sanity, mind's a calamity, a pressure is stuck that I can't seem to lift
Records of me saying I want to be dead, age six saying I was sick of living
Put me in the water where the fishes living, I can quiet my head where the crickets singing
Never learned to swim so now I'm quickly sinking, darkness with bright spots quickly blinking
A shock to my system might be quick to fix it, but I avoid the drugs, the party, prescriptions
And some days I feel like I've hardly been living
Grinding for dollars, all day in these kitchens
I'm aiming for something that surely is different
Tell me impossible, I know that it isn't
And people gon tell me I'm crazy for trying
Laugh and mock me, the circus that I'm in
I got the waves, just pass me my trident
They saying I'm crazy, but I know who I am

They saying I'm crazy, I'm more than a maybe
I'm good to go heaven strike me
Father just show me the lightning igniting
And these bullets come raining, my hands off the safety
I let it go hoping save me
Where do they land I don't know, it excites me
They saying I'm crazy, I'm more than a maybe
I'm good to go heaven strike me
Father just show me the lightning igniting
And these bullets come raining, my hands off the safety
I let it go hoping save me
Where do they land I don't know, it excites me



Credits
Writer(s): Jagger Craig
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