Blessed

Time for me to pour out these problems from out they bottles
I was always left with no option I threw my shot up
Broke was that condition I couldn't get myself out of
I met with a problem more often then I was caught up
I know their intention is getting me too aggressive
I'm checking the way they sending they message by what they've brought up
They want nothing more but to see me hitting the bottom
I did it more than I wanted but even more I done got up
Nothing here could stop me I was sleeping on that Kia mattress
Dreaming of that Aston Martin you could not believe what happened
Speeding backwards, I went in the water deeper faster
It felt like a dream I had to turn around and see what happened
Waters deep and now I feel in my seat I had to breathe I couldn't force the door to open I can't freak
I'm at peace; the window roll just enough to breathe then I dive, the water's cold but that's a relief

I'm alive and that's what I know I could pay the fee
I survived when the money's low I been made a beast
I been tried keep it on the low y'all don't need to speak
I'll be fine let the money go I could pay the fee
I don't hide when the trouble come catch me on my feet
Play them nice make them think they won that's a major key
Then I ride like the champion that I've been made to be
Over time they gone recognize that I became a king
In my eyes I've been having conversations that I need
And she lied so I know that prosecutor couldn't sleep
It's a check she gone do and say whatever she needs
Says a lot when you power tripping on a money scheme
What you mad about in life? goals you couldn't reach
You didn't take your chance now you mad that I'm chasing my dreams
Wanna hold me back; still in that position have a seat
You gone be there for your life you don't got what it take to leave
And I don't feel bad in any kind of way for you niggas
You had a real chance you ain't know to play your position
Had to fall back from you I created my distance
I don't need bad company to mess up the mission

Had a conversation with my father right after dinner
The karmas coming back around to handle some business
Them commas coming up I had to fall in position
I had to take a loss to understand it's part of me winning
A part of my dreams is taking care of all who I live with
It hurt me to see them give away my fathers position
He got the credentials you want him to follow your stencil
I'll fall into line; follow all my dreams to the end zone
Imma stunt on them violating work my way up to make it
Take away they position that only 'cause they betrayed him
Send him on vacation to places you can't believe
He gone make the call get you fired from overseas

I'm tired they talking down I had to find a way up
And when the money come around they want me out the picture
I told them we are not the same I had a harder mission
Ain't have no pot to piss in all this time they've wanted me done
When they see me come around know I could feel them hating on me
I don't feel no type of way 'cause I've been chasing money
They going hate me now and later when I'm in and out the country
Conversation coming talking Benjamin's in buttons
Have a meeting handle business ain't no invitation pending
Ain't no I forgot to send it you just ain't up on my level
I've been focused you haven't noticed chips are on my shoulders
Trips around the global got me hanging with the moguls
Ain't nobody here could stop me I've been focused from the jump
Everything I wanted Imma get it out the mud
Can't nobody tell me nothing let me know that I'm the one
Look at how I came from nothing now to look what I become
Let's go