Mamma's Song

Dear Mamma, it's almost my birthday
You knew I'd use my thumbs
They flick the ashes to the ground
And keep me on the run

Now, dear Mamma, is it frightening to watch yourself get old?
Mamma, will I know when I've found home?
Now, dear Mamma, it seems to me
Just the sun and moon are real
And they're the furthest things
The furthest things from my touch (from my touch)

Well, I don't like who I am
Who I've been or who I'll be
And I know my reflection
I am a monster, I am the beast
And dear Mamma, there's no one left but you to pray
You to pray for me

Now, dear Mamma, the sun is rising
And it's all uphill from here, and I've been running from a levee
That's gushing water still
Mamma, I'm so sorry, well, for all, of my mistakes
If forgiveness is real, then I might live another day

Now, Mamma, I think I'm broken
Was I born this way?
I'm the worst person that I've ever been
And too guilty to explain

Well, I don't like who I am
Who I've been or who I'll be
And I know my reflection
I am a monster, I am the beast
Dear Mamma, there's no one left but you to pray
You to pray for me

Pray for me
Pray for me
Now, dear Mama, I know you still pray
And know you pray for me
Oh, Mamma, when you talk to God pray that he sets me
Free
Free