Ashley's Song

I done smoked two blunts
And had a little bit of Hennessy
Girl I don't know what you want
I think you're just fucking with me
Why do I keep looking for a sign
Cause I know that you're still with him
But we both know that you're still mine
Even though it's killing me from within

I'm drinking, I'm smoking, I'm thinking, I'm gone
Had enough of this bullshit, delete you off my phone
I don't know why I love you, we argue every night
I done gave this my all, I done gave it all my might
I love you and you love me
We better off as fuck buddies
You leave me and that's final
But we keep repeating this cycle
You love him but you still mine
It's so wrong but we cross lines
I had one too many bottles
So now I got love goggles

I done smoked two blunts
And had a little bit of Hennessy
Girl I don't know what you want
I think you're just fucking with me
Why do I keep looking for a sign
Cause I know that you're still with him
But we both know that you're still mine
Even though it's killing me from within

We keep feelings internal
We keep moving in circles
The same shit ain't no progress
We fuck and then we get dressed
We go our separate ways now
But no matter what somehow
We get back with each other
My undercover lover
I get drunk, I get mad, I hate that I did that
We toxic, we know that, we ignore the damn facts
We fucking, we loving, we argue, you leaving
Got me looking for signs, cause I know I'm just grieving

I done smoked two blunts
And had a little bit of Hennessy
Girl I don't know what you want
I think you're just fucking with me
Why do I keep looking for a sign
Cause I know that you're still with him
But we both know that you're still mine
Even though it's killing me from within