Falling Out

I see you tired and I feel you need a break
I tell you what I see and its funny how it creates
A rift, Adrift
Is that what we've become
You're paying no attention
You're accusing me straight up
Abusing me because I care
Did you ever figure that your opinion to me is unclear
Trying to Relieve my stress, obsessed and now I'm far beyond scared
Like I'm falling down the stairs
But I'm blessed
Never will I forget
What it's like when you feel that all night you gotta
Be the one to see the sun
When it's dark outside
I would never confide
These truths
Without the calm tides
Or the most bizarre times

But now my mind is on overtime
In the finals like Jordan, Kobe
And the best
Time to invest
In the passion of this fruit
This juice is sacred
Find the power in my patience
Give me the strength to take this
Blame and lay it to waste
In it's proper place
Get the stain of our hatred
Out of my face
It's Back to basics
Sad to say this
It just
Doesn't seem to matter anymore cuz I'm bored
All the who's right and who's wrong
Or the cause
Is it even worth it anymore let's pause

Keeping my chest under my vest
Gotta go down to the nitty gritty
Really really
Gimme your best without the rest
Getting down to the nitty gritty
Really really
Keeping my chest under my vest
Gotta go down to the nitty gritty

It's a shame I'm embarrassed to even say
This right now
How crude and loud and obnoxious I can be
When you fail to see the good energy within me
It's like I'm failing at the spelling bee
Even though I spelled all the words correctly
And I'm trying to help you see the answers to the problems between us
It's the clash of our worldview
The love, the pain, they go together like the water and the rain

Hmm... let me see
Is it even worth it anymore of course
Things are worse than they were before
A product of our thoughts
All the you're right and I'm wrong
Becomes the force
Of it all
The lack of democracy
Combined with the hypocrisy
And it bends the law
Gotta reach into your heart and you'll find the cure

She told me that the heart was but an organ
With a rhythm flowing often like an ocean to the rivers of our kingdom
And the mind was but a building built to harbor our emotions
And to manifest the memories that harvest every notion
And to soak in all the knowledge that has settled on the surface and apply it
With the wisdom to our undeveloped purpose
But I told her after burning all the pages in my journal
After paving a new footpath leading to an endless journey
After searching for a word that will permeate the circuit
Sort of perfect for these dirges while I had
Fertilized the earth with chemicals
To eradicate any trace of elements
That can lead to understanding of everything... everything