Trigger

Trigger fucking go

Decisions come to me
As I'm hearing the feathers
It's comfort suicide
They fall and define my fate
For so long
I've endured this pain
To standby
A mistake

I separate
The fear from loss
To let it condemn
What holds me

My silence speaks to me

I lied
To make it all okay
But all I do is worse
I've reached the end
The hole in the dark
Foretold
My confession unspoken

Lived in a place where the locks
Were unfettered
Was held by nothing more
My mind has begun to fry
I'm breaking down
I want you out
The moment's now
Quit it
Trigger Fucking Go

I separate
The fear from loss
To let it condemn
What holds me

I lied
To make it all okay
But all I do is worse
I've reached the end
The hole in the dark
Foretold
My confession unspoken

Above the rest
I can't forget
Your blur has turned into
Into nightmares
The distance helps
Trespassing hell
We don't belong
In conscience

Facing, taking control
To atone
All this pain
What I became

I became
I became
I became
I became