Empty

I never knew you
Or who you were
Who you became
So close, but so small, so far away
I couldn't feel more empty
But inside I cant seem to, put the pain at ease
I can't believe that my sail, that kept me safe would sink someday

When we walked in the room, i felt numb
So many faces that i knew but never knew enough
Sit in the pew and turn my face and i can't bare to look, it just, brings me to tears
I've been here many times, so many people come and gone
But this can not be this way, so many years and now I'm alone

So close but so far, where has the time gone
Lost to the sky, into the empty
Sometimes I dream, that your still with me
And now i scream, into the empty

Sometimes I feel you hand on my shoulders
Sometimes I look out the window, or stare at the door
Something about me setting you free, to rest, is just so hard to endure
I can't just build with no direction
There's not much left of me
But inside I cant seem to, put the pain at ease

I can't believe that my sail, that kept me safe would sink someday

The sky is so clear, my families all here, we celebrate you
Never forget you, but my sky's so dark, how can I restart without you, in my heart

So close but so far, where has the time gone
Lost to the sky, into the empty
Sometimes I dream, that your still with me
But now i scream