Left by Myself

You're with someone else
I'm left by myself
You'd think that I'd be used to it
But I'm not as calloused as I try to pretend

What can I do to make you understand?
The answer's nothing, if you won't give me the chance
And I want you to, but I know that I can't change
Anything

And I really don't want, to live this way anymore
I would rather just not, have any feelings at all
And I don't know how much, more of this I can endure
I'm overwhelmed, and forever unexplored

You'll love someone else
I'll be by myself
Why can't that be me?
Outside these dreams

I felt conflicted, the times you were around
Outside I smiled, but you never saw me drown
Well that's your fault, you have never opened up
Or let me in

And I, I slowly disappear
A fading, reflection in the mirror
Forgotten, a ghost that represents
What could have been

So I, I slowly die alone
Without you, together never grown
I feel it, like a flood that won't subdue
That I've lost you