A Toast

Can't say I know what you're going through
But just know that I'm here for you
I been down and out and I seen it all
But still look I came back to you
So hold me down when I need it most
You been there when they went ghost
And we got through it, we stayed afloat
So this song's for you yeah it's a toast, uh

Grab a glass, fill a cup, this one's for all you who fuss
Who don't give a piss or fuck, this one's for all ya who say that I suck
Who say that I'll never be much, this is for all of the puffs
All the times I hit the blunt, all the times I rode the bus
But tonight we're pouring up cause this one's for us, uh

I'm a suicidal soldier, show me who is colder
Always getting high like I hate being sober
The world on my shoulders as I'm getting older
I barely even flinch I just keep pushing forward
I been rapping 8 years and I'm still struggling
To gain buzz from the blue print that I ushered in
My life is like black and white books that ain't colored in
Here we go again might shut down a Comfort Inn
I don't give a fuck what kinda drugs you got
Probably say they were mine if we got caught
In the parking spot of the parking lot
With a double barrel gun and you busting shots
Bitch you been hot and that's not the plot
Tryna push me off the edge but I won't drop
Gun cocked, my heart stopped I'm shell shocked
I'm top notch but got a lot of thoughts that are stocked

Please
I need a minute to breathe

Can't say I know what you're going through
But just know that I'm here for you
I been down and out and I seen it all
But still look I came back to you
So hold me down when I need it most
You been there when they went ghost
And we got through it, we stayed afloat
So this song's for you yeah it's a toast, uh

I've had enough of this shit
It is my time I can't quit
By any means I know that I'm sick
Show me a fiend and I'm taking his pic
Now I'm on they ass like some skinny jeans if they belittle me
Crazy motherfucker, I'm the epitome
I am for real and you move artificially
I do shit differently, I am a different breed, uh
Don't make me repeat what I said, I'd rather just show you instead
Aim for the head if I wanted you dead
My boys breaking bread it feels good to be fed
We can hear you loud and clear over here
I won't interfere cause my time is near
Another year to turn this up another gear
I'd make this a career and start drinking beer, whoa

Uh, grab a glass, fill a cup, this one's for all you who fuss
Who don't give a piss or fuck, this one's for all ya who say that I suck
Who say that I'll never be much, this is for all of the puffs
All the times I hit the blunt, all the times I rode the bus
But tonight we're pouring up cause this one's for us, uh
Grab a glass, fill a cup, this one's for all you who fuss
Who don't give a piss or fuck, this one's for all ya who say that I suck
Who say that I'll never be much, this is for all of the puffs
All the times I hit the blunt, all the times I rode the bus
But tonight we're pouring up cause this one's for us, uh

Bitch I'm losing my composure, not a social smoker
Take a bitch, bend her over might even expose her
This chip on my shoulder is more like a boulder
Last verse the hardest cause it's kinda like the closer
I'm bipolar, fireworks in October
Still stressed out, just a couple years older
All this on my chest feels like it's taking over
But this is my game, I'm the one with the controller
While I'm in a pit of glory, you can hear my pity story
Probably wouldn't want to cause it sounds more like a shitty story
All this other shit will bore me, weak ass bars that shit is corny
Lyrically I'm on another planet, I'm so Rick and Morty
Tryna find a thicker shorty, all of them was picking on me
They don't want it with the kid, you know what it is
Tryna live and I'm all about my biz
Posted up, writing raps, smoking weed at my crib like