Jacob's Ladder

I scream at night
Having dreams of five
Demons keep screaming
For me to die
I can't believe I'm still alive
Lay my head ta rest
Take more Benzedrex
Pray for my life to end this
Stress
I can't take this mental
Stress
These screams at night of
Demons
Telling me to die
Screaming
My fucking life is freezing
I might die for no reason
So go ahead and kill me
Where I still bleed
When the pills keep
Me from reality
This image of living life in
Insanity
Where there's no
Humanity
Satan's taking the
Magazine
To your fucking family
You can feel his agony
And he give no amnesty When you're end is a
Tragedy
This ain't fantasy
I'd rather rest and be dead
But I gotta put a bullet
In yo head instead
My fingers on the heater
Puts the Navy praying
In a seizure
Ready with my deadly
Nine millimeters
I'm fucking suicidal
With the mind of a psycho
I might get homicidal
These voices in my head
Keep me from screamin til I'm dead
I tell myself everything's
Alright
I tell myself everything's
Alright
Even with these demons
Keep on screaming all
Night
Still keep the glock tight
Where I still bleed
So you better kill me
When I'm already sweaty
And I'm on my pill three
I'm still gonna pop more
When you get shot whore
Pop a Vyvanse
With flakka, cut your
Lifespan
Smoke a Spice bag
Demons keep screaming Die man
Giving me fucking knife
Stabs
How do ya flatline that
With this fucking anxiety
Keeps me up at night with
Screams
But I only scream quietly
When the voices poison
Violently
I don't fuck with society
Society is the fucking
Irony
When they go take ya life
With ease
But tell you to speak
Silently
With Satan taking ya
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