Seen It All

Had a couple of drinks, and I'm sort of high
All this pain inside, I just holster mine
Riding 'round my city with a .45
I'd done been inside the room with a poltergeist

Seen friends turn foes
I done seen homies snitch
Seen somebody lose they life
'Cause he fucked his homie's bitch

Man, I swear the game ain't real
They don't understand all the pain I feel
I can't even sleep some nights
I done did so wrong just to pay my bills

I feel like I'm stuck for sure
I don't feel the love no more
Knowing that my soul's in a tug of war
I don't wanna be the man that I was before

Built a house on a rock
Just to cut my grass
I can always go home even if I'm wrong, they still love my ass
You don't get no love, you don't get no pass
You don't get no money, let me hit my dance
Let me fuck my bitch, pump my shit
You could suck my dick, let me get my badge

Oh, I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through a windshield crack
Oh Lord, I'ma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back no more

And I'ma put it all on the line
And if I lose it all, I'll be fine
'Cause starting over's what I do
Baby, this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit, I done seen it all

Sometimes we gotta take a stand
Please understand it's the sign of a man
With this palm full of pills
It stills sounds like I'm shaking dice in my hand

Wash it down with a shot of Crown
People talk shit about you when you're not around
When you're standing right there, not a sound
Then you look around the room and see a lot of clowns

Feel it coming over me
I'm so sick of disloyal fiends
It's funny how you see what a couple G's'll make a motherfucker lose all his loyalty
Man, the show is over
I'm pissed off, man, you know I'm sober
Sick of all these fake-ass motherfucking friends
Like, "Here, have a smile and a Coca Cola"

I left the streets alone
'Cause I understood that they were that cold
Like, I was living in a house filled with black mold
Or I was stuck in a motherfucking black hole

And I was that cold
God gave a chance and I made it out
Now I'm doing every motherfucking thing
That I ever sat down and I prayed about

Oh, I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through a windshield crack
Oh Lord, I'ma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back no more

And I'ma put it all on the line
And if I lose it all, I'll be fine
'Cause starting over's what I do
Baby, this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit, I done seen it all

I done seen it all
Ain't no sense in trying to be the disloyal dog
Your own friends be the one to extort you
Caution to the wind 'cause they can't never snore on bosses
Pent' and the Benz make 'em exhausted
Leave my prints in this bitch plenty more to walk in
Never quit, let 'em snitch, throw fits
Hold bricks, throwin' clips, plenty doors get knocked in

Still I wanna leave my old ways, most day I get caught up in my own pain
I'm gon' change, yeah, this feedin' me the propane
I rose strange, tryna lose it in this hoe man
But please no pity for me, got the soul of a G
Wouldn't change what I've seen, any places I've been
'Cause these lessons are blessings, I'm living the dream
Professing my testament, token is green

You all on my testicles, roll with the team
I'm coping from stress, growing pains in my knees
It's all in the past and that's where I'm gon' leave
Fill up my glass and let's toast to the seasons

So this what it is
Last chance, ain't no make up from this
'Cause once I move on, swear I'm gonna forget
And I'm startin' from scratch, and revealing this kitchen

Oh, I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through a windshield crack
Oh Lord, I'ma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back no more

And I'ma put it all on the line
And if I lose it all, I'll be fine
'Cause starting over's what I do
Baby, this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit, I done seen it all