Patience

All my life patience is key
I'm impatient be patient with me
Never complacent so soon you'll see
All my drive multiplied by 3
It was the beginning of 10th grade
Remember writing Truly Yourz
Finished that shit in 10 days
Hoping this rap open brand new doors
Feeling grown on the inside
But I was still a little boy
Just minus the little toys
Fiending for needs I never had
Honestly I was destroyed
All this pain came creeping up
Like damn this slope is steep enough
Damn it's hard to sleep enough when
Ya mind racing so fast
Tryna spill my thoughts hope it's clean enough
Tryna spit some rhymes hope its mean enough
Life a heated moment and I'm speaking up
I always seem to rush
All the things I can't control
Then one day someone started speaking to my soul

You can't control this shit
The speed of moment is
Is in father times hands I know you know this shit
Notice if, you obtained the clock
You'd keep opening and closing it
Just Hoping it would change
Then you'll realize only time will heal pain

But can't keep living while this last
So damn caught up in the past
That it's hard to move ahead
Cause my heart like shattered glass
But the shards in my head

They say time heals all wounds
You can find yourself in our room
Tryna pick my brain but shit don't change
The opposite of a fall bloom
Cause I spring from chair
When it's all ruined
I feel for summer I'm a terrible brother
Cause I'm cold as the winter when I call you
I promise its not your fault
I've been living in this time vault
This pattern of my minds thought
I can't change and it's moms fault
Cause she chose your dad over me
I'm glad that you came to be
But I don't ever want you to see
Who the hell really is
The monster in my dreams
All the things he really did
I wish I could change things
But that would make the cycle last
And I'm tired of living the past
Tired of always feeling sad
It's time for me to hit the gas
I heard all my life have patience
Can't take this done faking
Tired of being complacent
Time to take this different places
Cause yes I can control it
No I don't not show it but
The futures in my hands and it's time for me to own it



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Cirasunda
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