The Fall.

You asked for time, how can time be bad?
I mean all it does, it heals and restarts
But why did you ask for space and time
Ignoring the real reason why you said that

I used to, used to go pick you up every day
Investing time to be you and get somewhere
Said I wasn't gonna judge you for your past
But you ended up doing the same damn stuff

When I took your left hand with my right one
It was wrong for you but I thought we were right
I let you know every inch of me, I believe you loved it
You wanted to fill your lonely, and left me hostage

Being trapped inside of an illusion with hopes
But you're trapped in your own twisted storm
I wish I was 27 to figure out how you feel that
I wish I could've help you but the problem was also us

We gave too much to each other, saturating
What you were searching was not what I was searching?
Said you loved me every time, is that a lie?
Good you pushed me aside, but why you wait that much?

In this heartbreak life
I knew you and I
Were meant to crush
But only you survived

We moved too fast
Weren't ready to drive
Chances. Plans. And all
Fell like leaves on the fall

I mean we could've left it then right there
But I found out by a screenshot of my friend
I should probably date some one more like me
Never got on grindr looking for anybody to have sex with

It stabbed my back and cut it way down
Being a hoe is forever. You don't change for no-one
It's okay to do what you want if you're free
But just before I found out, you said you loved me

When I faced you after blocking you of my life
Tried to play the victim but I should've never felt like that
I wanted something with you, I tried to go slow
You want it fast, but you never knew what you wanted tho

Did you get bored, cause I'm not as easy as you are
My friend asked you for sex and you say alright
You needed to be alone to get your shit together
But fucking with whomever is the real answer?

You're addicted, filling the hole in your heart
Feeling validated, but that isn't gonna do you right
Still fucked up with your career and your job
Hope you find happiness when you find your own

In this heartbreak life
I knew you and I
Were meant to crush
But only you survived

We moved too fast
Weren't ready to drive
Chances. Plans. And all
Fell like leaves on the fall

Maybe one day we could still be friends
But as you told me I gotta talk my mind upset
I still care for you, you're great as a friend
But if I'd give you a second chance? Neh

You'll probably come back, who know what?
My friend told me to fuck you, leave and break your heart
You're already broken inside, work's done by now
I'll just keep you as a friend cause I don't wanna see you sad

You called me last night and it helped to hear advice
But you don't trick me with sweet words and hot stuff
Funny it doesn't hurt to talk even if you're still in the app
When you do me wrong, it's easier getting over you now

Kat never trusted you, told me to be cautious
But you did teach me things for my life
I'll be ready. Life is not as Belle as it sounds
I don't wanna hurt me and people like ya

When you saw me today, I shouldn't have gone first
You wanna kiss me, but you're fucking tonight in our place
My teacher burned the books his "ex" gave him
I ain't gonna burn my glasses cause they help me see your shit

I'm writing this just to remind and let you know
I'm leaving it there for the wellness of both
I ain't keeping your shit, do whatever you want as always
But not with this heart cause you ain't the owner

It's funny how tables turn, karma goes back to you
Don't spend your life feeling bad about what's wrong or what you ain't got
See the positive, you'll be happy when you'll realize
Life is wonderful if we stay strong and deal with the bad