God Complex

I've put in a lot of time and i haven't gotten my due, now I'm learning I have to stand on my own two
I spent a lot of time investing myself in you, then i realized you were never really bout crew
It was always lip service, you never spit with a purpose, cuz you haven't seen the bottom
You've only seen the surface
And you never could fathom, the belly of my verses, cuz it comes from the gut of a very jaded person
Created by a surgeon, in the womb of a virgin, and groomed to run on stage and pull down the curtains
I know this for certain, ill struggle to the end, cuz my muzzle blasts trouble, that's where the story begins
Sit down my friends and watch the tower crumble, got a sour taste in my mouth, and I can't look into puddles
I'm not even puzzled, I've analyses the process, I just lack the discipline to do anything to stop it

It doesn't really matter, in the grand scheme
If you steal my ideas, it's still makes me king
I don't do it for the money, I do it for the dream
And im hungry enough to lick my plate clean

I'm stuck in the thickets but don't get it twisted, I'll still sell more tickets than the rest of you bitches
I was birthed with virtue, while you were catching curfew, i taught you your world view
You lost the one you turn to
When nobody heard of you, and cats used to murder you, i took you under my wing
And showed you how to work it through
And i can say with certitude, without me there is no you
So don't you bullshit me, the way i taught you how to do
If you cross that line, I'm taking what's mine, and bear in mind, I'm from a slime you don't typically find
So don't spit to me like I'm some regular cat, I'm Mr. Macks your creator don't you ever forget that
Otherwise i may revert to an alternate approach, the one in real life, where i do cut out your throat
Don't take this as a joke, take it as fair warning, i double dare you, you won't see tomorrow morning