Nightmares & Fantasies

I'm smoking bud a lot, tryin' to ease the stress from daily regiments
A man can only stay so strong, I try to make the best of it
I'm earning every crumb and cent
Workin' till it makes me sick
A cold world we living in but never will it make me quit
So many nightmares they wake me up from deep sleep
Lost in this dead zone, I feel alone but I'm at peace
My past demons weighing heavy but I won't retreat
Rip the veil from my eyes, I finally see the truth of things
Portrait of a broken dream, I pick the pieces up and heal
In my mind I can't be beat this is the strength of human will
Feel the power of your worth and put to bed those false idols
Ain't no need to give your life to bullshit, cause time is vital
Do the best with what you can, there ain't no reason to give in
All they want is your downfall and you can't let them bitches win
Keep a grin, no fear to sin, I must do what I need to live
Taking drastic measures often, I don't wanna be forgiven

It's just another day
This life we live is full of problems, Mane we need a break
We stress too much, so take a pause
And realize you cannot change the way the world goes around
We all will deal with hatred
Do what you want to simmer down
Don't let depression shape you
Every night I toss and turn
I'll never shake the demons
It's seems like things they just get worse but still I find a reason
To keep on pushin, grass is greener when you choose feed it
I know it's hard but deep inside we all were built with meaning
Obsession holds a sacred place within my thoughts of evil
The beast he follows me in vein but I'm my brothers keeper
I won't forget these lessons learned when I confront my weakness
And if I have to go tomorrow I'm okay with leaving
If it wasn't for music then I'd be shit
Every word that I spit
It comes from the bottomless pit of my crooked soul
When will I die? I'll never know
Im just a cracka from the ville
So I'm gon' keep on takin' it slow until my time is over