Willpower

I sense the dawn approaching me.
I've been waiting, shrouded within shadows.
It's reminding me of when I used to not care, not at all .

The future shone so brightly back then.
Have I always walked this path strewn to the side?

I clung mindlessly,
I held faith in that I would be better off on my own.
I turned my back,
believing that I was on the right pathway, that I'd not fallen.

The night falls,
I'm thinking back to the days when you walked beside me.
What was forgotten cant yet be found I wanted to be strong,
find strength within so I could protect
everyone, rise to the cause, striking my enemies.
But vengeance had conquered me then.

I'll close my eyes so I won't see the truth underneath.
Times passing by,
can't always be blinded is it best for me
to turn the other way, shutting out my past?.
Is it too late to reclaim the past that I'd forsaken?

I wonder... what's the meaning of my dual existence now?

The night's embracing me.
It's cold now,
and I wait for an eternity to pass
before I walk into the starlit night.
The dawn breaks, I'm thinking back to the nights.

With you alongside me, what was forgotten can still be found.
I know that Im alive.
I'll find the strength that I need to save the
ones I love, rise unafraid and overcome all my fears.
I won't let it consume me now.