Reality
Always feel pain, I always feel pain
Lately its been feelin' like my life's straight strange
Can't ever catch a break, I'm always tryna make people pleased
I hate the screams
Deep inside of me
On a flight to leave, lost reality
I lost my touch with the one I'm bound to be
Lost my touch with all reality
I lost my touch with all reality
Coolin' layin' back, try and count the stacks
But none of it is pleasin' me, my mind is playin' tricks on me
I lost who I'm bound to be
Chasin' a reality
I don't know who inside of me
It can't get out of me
She said "I don't feel love"
Just hand me the drugs
And that's the life I know
That's the life the I chose
Sorry mom and dad
Ain't I the best you had?
I hate my life I can't sleep
I cry myself to sleep at night
I pray to Lord to keep me right
To show me what this means and I
Hate the fact I can't relax without them drugs again
Without that drink again
Yo, where the fuck my friends? cause if they really cared, I wouldn't be so scared
My brain is melting, I'm screamin' "help me"
Voice is drowned, show no emotion
I keep it focused, eyes wide open, music's all I got and I
Hate the fact I can't sleep right, my mind it just ain't sitting right
I'd rip the skin right off my bones and now I guess it's time you know
All the scars, all the wounds, time to lay right in my tomb
Time to go and get the noose, time to show you how I move
It ain't easy being so sad and so devote
People walking past me, got me feelin' like a ghost
My friends ain't really know me, and they don't wanna know me
But my family tries to know me, but they just control me
Meanwhile, I losin' who I'm bound to be, chasin' a reality
I don't know who's inside of me
And it can't get out of me
Lately its been feelin' like my life's straight strange
Can't ever catch a break, I'm always tryna make people pleased
I hate the screams
Deep inside of me
On a flight to leave, lost reality
I lost my touch with the one I'm bound to be
Lost my touch with all reality
I lost my touch with all reality
Coolin' layin' back, try and count the stacks
But none of it is pleasin' me, my mind is playin' tricks on me
I lost who I'm bound to be
Chasin' a reality
I don't know who inside of me
It can't get out of me
She said "I don't feel love"
Just hand me the drugs
And that's the life I know
That's the life the I chose
Sorry mom and dad
Ain't I the best you had?
I hate my life I can't sleep
I cry myself to sleep at night
I pray to Lord to keep me right
To show me what this means and I
Hate the fact I can't relax without them drugs again
Without that drink again
Yo, where the fuck my friends? cause if they really cared, I wouldn't be so scared
My brain is melting, I'm screamin' "help me"
Voice is drowned, show no emotion
I keep it focused, eyes wide open, music's all I got and I
Hate the fact I can't sleep right, my mind it just ain't sitting right
I'd rip the skin right off my bones and now I guess it's time you know
All the scars, all the wounds, time to lay right in my tomb
Time to go and get the noose, time to show you how I move
It ain't easy being so sad and so devote
People walking past me, got me feelin' like a ghost
My friends ain't really know me, and they don't wanna know me
But my family tries to know me, but they just control me
Meanwhile, I losin' who I'm bound to be, chasin' a reality
I don't know who's inside of me
And it can't get out of me
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Writer(s): Sophia Robledo
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