Gold Pacts

Miserable
Missing you
Been tripping lately
Been wishing you...
Would call sometime, just to say hey
How you been?
Have a nice day!
Ask bout my mom, she asked about you
Said she thought about you, said I ought to find you...
Tell you how I feel, or how I've felt...
Going through thick and thin, until I melt

Cracking eggshells with my Achilles...
Designer Heely's, roll up on that "change my mind to feelings"
Vacate off that purple like slaveships made for Sealy
Don't get too comfortable with your oppressor...
Either Jesus needed a lecture or brand new stretcher
Would you rather have a long life that is short-lived, or...
Be a short kid with a tall sense of short fibs?
Less than 5'9 on a search for my short rib
But I'm caged in... my mind like a fine line between the sane and...
Whatever a man of the pigment is nowadays
Now or Never turned to now you'll never see the day...
When the planet falls asleep and sees the dream
I bee's the King, honey, will you feed and sing while your baby boy try to delete his pain?
That might sound selfish
Thought I loved you but need you even more
You said you loved me but needed even more... and now I'm

Miserable
Missing you
Been tripping lately
Been wishing you...
Would call sometime, just to say hey
How you been?
Have a nice day!
Ask bout my mom, she asked about you
Said she thought about you, said I ought to find you...
Tell you how I feel, or how I've felt...
Going through thick and thin, until I melt

Going thick and thin til I melt, yeah
To figure out why I'm this way
Been going through thick and thin til I melt, yeah
Woah
To figure out why I'm this way
Figure why I'm this way
Gotta figure out why I'm this way

Come figure me out
I shock your mind
Though I live fine
I'm out my mind
Time after time
I'm good, I'm fine
My paper thin
Around pocket lines
I should just evict myself
The pressure might be good soon as I figure myself
Can only afford to produce, I bet it's good for my health
Cause life is like a box of "how you do it yourself?"
Better look out for those who just love you, but don't need ya
Just because they're there for you don't mean that they'll feed ya
My grandmother told me family are see-through
Can't always trust them, they bleed too
It's automatic
Aint pick your straw, but have it
I been desolved the habit
Of blaming all the aspect
Of life and God's romantics
I accept all her madness
Receive the automatics
Exceed a starter package
I be a martyr backwards
Came back to farther pastures
Then son and father pastors
The preacher's pawn is after "The Seats
Lucifer wanted something that, then, was unique
To be as the Creator which created his feet
And these days we play like we self-made
Like they ain't been tell us men'll pause (menopause) in the 2nd stage
I'm swimming in a ocean full of gold Melanin haze
Roll up nature's nutrients as a native
I'm in the daze
Not weak, but strong enough to go months of yearly plagues
I beat the beast to defeat
Stand up for you and me
Why not follow your dreams for you, plus them and me?
Why throw in faces of adversaries your slavery?
Why do nowadays fluency makes you look foolishly?
Why not go out as a G, rather a eulogy?
Why?
Question after question, what's the answer?
Silent blessings
Or quiet lessons with feedback
I need that so I could go
So I can go
So I can go
So I can go
So I can go

And figure out why I'm this way
Gotta figure out why I'm this way...

Come figure out
I'll shock your mind, though I live fine
I'm out my mind, time after time, I'm good
I'm fine
Gotta figure out why I'm this way
Come figure out
I'll shock your mind, though I live fine
I'm out my mind, time after time, I'm good
I'm fine
Gotta figure out why I'm this way
(Woah)
Been going through thick and thin til I melt, yeah yeah, yeah
To figure out why I'm this way
Been going through thick and thin til I melt, yeah yeah, yeah
To figure out why I'm this way

My solar system is moody, this son is lukewarm
My love expensive forever, can't put your group on
Can't take advantage less it's advice from a vantage point
Vintage mentality, vicariously appoint...
My energy to infinity
To divinity from a human centepede
Rip you a new cocoon
Breakthrough in the industry
Whole lot said in that little bit
Tired of rapping subliminally
Now that's... a real topic
Like snow storms in the real tropics...
Post-mortem when your still popping...
Predicate upon your devastation
No love for the king...
I feel like a young pharoah...
Dress my mental with intuition of saving wealth...
Tell me if I'm still a hero just for saving self
Since you don't listen, I won't listen, I'll bang on myself
Cause I'm so sick of arguing with this strain on my breath
I left my pain up on the shelf, hope it mature a lil bit
Have to endure a lil bit...
To ensure that there's a cure...

Going through thick and thin til I melt, yeah
Figure out why I'm this way
Going through thick and thin til I melt, yeah
(Woah)