Black Sheep of Man (Outro)

These thoughts are equal
To those who sequal the great idea
A conciousness is near if I'm clear
Im not see through
Mostly teach you
Lessons that'll reach you in the body
Leaving space to fill with light
Its difficult to say its right
When your body
Keeps asking for the darkness
But you're the master of catastrophes
Casualties of cataclysms
There's a rhythm in the way you walk in life
You're deserted by those who know and seek you
They don't deceive you
Like what you do to them in form of anger from abuse
You're not cut loose
You're steady strangled by the demon in you
Dominion is over you
I told you to think about the best way to get closer to

The light brings clarity to darkness
I spark this evil shit
And then I go back home again
Where his homewards
Heaven
I'm black sheep of man

Quiet room mumbling
Stumbling
Through the steady atmosphere steadily crumbling
Few words spoken out loud
Down the walls come tumbling
Drown in the crowds point of view
Crown pointed to who you wanna forsake
What a mistake
Feel the wake as it wash you away
I'm feeling grey
As shades hiding me from the face of the disgrace
While the feens find the means to replace all they embrace
Loudest screams come in rooms where the silence is placed
Compliance is waste
I wine and dine in kind
Sirens sing me my fate
Bring me my plate while I feast on the hate
I got this beast at the end of a leash
Why dont i teach you wait
And break bread with demon and saint
The heart aint dead but the beating is faint
Im bleeding red its the feeling I paint
And watch it spread from the wrist while you twisting away Way
Wait
Stay

It still seems like it was yesterday
Crossed up by the lies that terrorize the prize that is my next breath
Wouldn't call myself a slave cuz I was paid with days of life in death
Death
Never thought its true meaning would sound so sweet
So much more peaceful than living a life pieced together by defeat
Defeat
Defeat who me? Oh no you must be mistaken
Because you see
I didn't ask for this
But life's twists turn mine into a victim's bad dream
And no matter how loud I scream
I just tell myself it's only just a dream
Its them its not me
Oh God where could you be
God could you really be
I heard you set people free
But in this moment freedom is my disease
The choice to choose has bound and drowned me in a pool of approval
I've lost all hope because faith seems so futile
Is sin really a problem or just something for your amusement
Although if that's true
Why did you tell me you'd take away my pain my shame
Truth is I can't explain
I can only proclaim the fact that it truly wasn't me
Or just a random act of heaven's divinity
Because if you can look me in the eye and tell me
That my addiction that almost killed me was fiction
And that God's power to change my life is one giant contradiction
Then I must say you're half right
For by his death my life was saved
To be set free I became a slave
To be lifted up his life he laid
And it all began the moment I prayed
So dismayed
I betrayed the demon within
That gave me reasons not to give in
Like believing in sin
Or leaving all sorrows behind with him
Or crying out to God begging him to forgive
All for the sake of another moment to live
And the rest you could say is history
More than a year later and I've been catered such consistency
Clean and sober working a steady recovery
And I wish I could say it was up to me
My God known as many things is still a mystery
I've grown and seen him prove plently still there's inquiry
Call him life
Call him love
Savior up above
Jesus Christ
Messiah
Lord of Light and Liberty
But I know him as Father as Brother as Friend
As Victory