Be Better

I don't know how it even happened
I hadn't ever seen you there before
But I guess we started talking
Cause you knew of my friend back home

And I try and try but it makes no sense
I wonder how I got you from that mess
You're the reason I'm upset, I'm stranded
Right here, listen, I'll confess

And I wish that I could go back
And say "Hey now or never"
And I wish that I could go back
And tell myself to be better

I can tell you there's no secrets
But sometimes I wish I could keep 'em
Wouldn't call this love a mess
When your heart beats though my chest I'm yours

And I lay here, eyes wide no regret
And it pains me, eyes wet
But your better than the rest
Stay here, you'll see, we'll be fine
Its still hazy, blurry
Don't wanna be alone

And I wish that I could back
And say hey now or never
And I wish I could go back
And tell myself to be better

And I just can't help but hope
That this won't last forever
And i wish that I could stop
And tell myself to be better