Mazel Tov Cocktail

Why does everything I make just always turn out so depressing
I can't stand to fail at this
It doesn't matter if I try
If I try with all my heart
Everything will still always just fall apart
And if I just set my mind to
Making a difference
Maybe one day I'll discover
How ignorant I've been in all of this
So if you're gonna start a fight
So if you're gonna start a fight
So if you're gonna start a fight
Well then let's get it started

It's
So bad
I forgot you try
And I forgot that you thought
That you were good
Forgot that you still had some pride
I know
There's always someone better
So it's second place
IT'S ALWAYS NEXT TIME

I hear
They say
That silver is the new gold
And plan B was always pretty much plan A
So I might as well give up right now
And hope I'm saved by grace

Quiet, don't move
You've set the stage and everything is right where
You want it to be, start the tape turn off the lights
But wait, cameras are out of focus, actors out of place
THE MICROPHONES AREN'T LIVE
And here lies a pitiful existence
Of my work in the business
Of making something that's not horrible
And you can just forget persistence
Because I'm gonna distance
Myself from all of this and blame it on a

Headache can't think straight
I've hit a wall and I'll be here
All night stuck awake
Maybe this idea was a mistake
Cause my coffee has gotten cold
And all-nighters are overrated
In a few minutes I'll be sedated
And I'll forget about all of this

And maybe one day I'll accept
Everything I've got coming to me
A bitter manifestation
And when I see what I have done
And when I've come to despise it all
I won't shake I won't break I won't fall
So if you're ever coming back
So if you're ever coming back
So if you're ever coming back
Well then I'll take you on