Best Friend

So much hate
Should I end it all, If I change, would things get better?
If I never started actin happy, do you think they'd even pretend to be my friend?

Nowadays everyone ya best friend or ya enemy
People shoot us up over some methamphetamine
Shooting people up over what clothes they wear
Everyone's a brother, does anyone care

Yeah I ain't got no family, no fucking money
And I've done some dumb shit, yeah it got bloody
But why can't people look over the past
I really hope this relationship will last

Just because people have done bad things
Doesn't mean you take away the chance for a ring
Just because we at the top don't mean we have to fight
They can't let any happiness ever see the light
Would everyone hate if things went differently
People would kill for a brand new symphony
Everybody kill and everybody toxic
it's honestly impossible to be me and rock it
Is all this rapping shit really worth it
Would people hate me if I didn't deserve it
They say dodge the fakes, and the hate to curve it
But there's so much hate, they basically serve it
I tried to call to God but no one answered
The only thing that could keep me happy is a dancer
It's me against the world, just like it's always been
Even if I tried to change the pain would never end
I feel like nowadays no one trust any one
If I stayed inside all day would I have ever seen a gun?
So many ways that life could be easier
If things went differently life would be dreamier
Now my mind messed up, PTSD
I could be dead in the count of 3
I tried moving on I tried to change
But all that pain still feels the same

Nowadays everyone ya best friend or ya enemy
People shoot us up over some methamphetamine
Shooting people up over what clothes they wear
Everyone's a brother, does anyone care

I mean, when that one person, the one person you devote your life to ends up lying and leaving you
In the dirt, it can really be, you fuck up your life man, and you'll never live off what
You did because of it