Still Feel Empty

This is my lottery risk with honesty whisk into an Odyssey of whits that bondage me
Moderate inconsistent facade equipped in mischief demonic body of griffins that profit off of listens
You think being dope and fresh might cause entity's to be roped in to invest
My formal activities could be lassoes it's normal to lack authenticity when hanging with assholes
Figures a way to be apologetic but it just triggers dismay to all those who feel discredit
Still get inebriated on occasion to deal with an irritated abrasion
Disfigured my self with a figurative way to decrease my health
Eating habits with smoking defeating that shits just potent
So it just happens to be rapping this poetry noting me as a recovery of atrocities now that's honesty

Grief pain and agony brief gain but still feel empty
Drugs cigarettes alcohol beverage plus still can't quit when its separate
Meaning happiness and emotions are lacking in this as options
Synopsis is never give up or you'll just continue to live fucked up

Everyone stop and listen adopt an advance understanding
Make hip hop
Hip hop again or slip up and drop some contraband
Sell out only for studio time
Propel to baloney for radio time
Something that fictitious for a youngling that reps opposite of business
Name brand ducky
With this game being played like a phantom outta boundary
Danny nor a and r's will foil
Plenty more days of bars are in soil
Plants flourish when my mouth waters
Damps a forest and a pouch of flowers
Teeth could be mistaken as a daisies
Touch's a leaf shaken so wavy
Vibrate from an inner strength
Hybrid with in a bitter place
About to see a winners face
But there doubt in me as a fibber disgrace
Pitter patter hitter batter admit there chatter but sit in fear sadder
Will never matter as being sober is shoots and ladders