If Walls Could Talk

I'm sinkin' to a dark, dark place.
I'm screaming at the voice in my head, but I'm scared it's too late.
And I feel alone, in this room,
where the sun don't shine. It's a cold, cold place.
I'm playing through these thoughts
in my mind and i pray they don't fade.

And if walls could talk,
they'd tell it all, and you could finally see.
How my mind's at war, I tried to walk, but i'm still on my knees.
And I'm ready to leave, somebody please pray for me.

I don't wanna die, but I will if it means I get peace.
As I hold this knife and hear these
lies, I trust the words they speak.
And I can feel the cold touch my veins as the blade it cuts deep.
And I'm scared, but I know, I can finally be free.

And if walls could talk,
they'd tell it all, how I've died inside for weeks.
And I tried to walk but fell so short, I lost my sanity.
I just wanna be free.
Nobody did pray for me.

I guess this is the end of me.

I never knew you cared for me.

People lined up to the back of the room to see me sleep.
My momma still cries for me.
As she stares at my eyes that are sewn closed, never to be seen.
Oh, I never knew what the cost would be, that cost me everything.
And your stuck with the lies in your mind that will never see relief.

But if walls could talk,
they'd tell it all, and lift me from the deep.
And I would walk right from the dark and rise up from my knees.
And will still breathe, I'm sorry that I couldn't see.
Sorry that I couldn't see.