Leaving You

I took the blame for you
It's called participation
But now it's your turn
Where is my invitation
18 years I've waited
To make my fucking statement
But now the life of me is trapped down in my fucking basement

I try to drink the pain away but demons waking up
They know the difference between real and faking love
I got 3 real friends but where they at tonight
They at the party guess who didn't get an invite
Find me in my room sippin' something tall and strong
This mistreatment has been happening for way too long
It almost seems like I've been doing everybody wrong
My apology I wrote it in this fucking song

What if you run the game
But there's no competition
What if I hear your name
And I'm still reminiscing
Constant reminders out there
I just need an abolition
People leaving me ain't new it's a fucking tradition

How you gon' do this to me
Pour up that bottle of Hennessy
Drink until I cannot think about anything
I swear these memories I have are just negativities
Switch up my flow to remind you I'm feeling things
Thoughts and reminders just fueling the pain
But I hop in the range and look at the dash but don't hit the brakes
How you gon' do this to me
Pour up that bottle of water
Drink so I don't need a doctor
Look at my watch
Check out the time and see if you have me in mind
Writing these lines till it reaches you
I'm not the type of guy to preach to you
All I can say is that I can't keep doing this shit
So that's why I'm leaving you

Imma just pick it up
'Matter fact Imma get in my mode cause
I've been just lifted up
You can see I am 'bout to explode cause
I've been gifted with the sun
I'm just bouta fly out and I'm roamin'
Wait across the sky up on my zenith you can see me riding by
I'm a demon and yes believe I'm awake at night
I just gotta say I'm riding up on this bike
Cause you know I gotta lotta things that I gotta excersie
It's spraying automatic you can see this is the size that I'm grabbing and I just gotta say it's giant
Basically I'm in my mind again and you can see that I'm flying
I'm up in the place that I could never see
All in the grace and power and that energy
I'm just feeling hella free as I establish my legacy
How is it I couldn't see
Used to be caught in the frame
Nowadays I'm plotting my schemes
Putting on no industry
We doing it to live the dream

How you gon' do this to me
Pour up that bottle of Hennessy
Drink until I cannot think about anything
I swear these memories I have are just negativities
Switch up my flow to remind you I'm feeling things
Thoughts and reminders just fueling the pain
But I hop in the range and look at the dash but don't hit the brakes
How you gon' do this to me
Pour up that bottle of water
Drink so I don't need a doctor
Look at my watch
Check out the time and see if you have me in mind
Writing these lines till it reaches you
I'm not the type of guy to preach to you
All I can say is that I can't keep doing this shit
So that's why I'm leaving you



Credits
Writer(s): Eamonn Petty
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