Akai

I'm climbing and the ladders burning under me
Can't look down
I'm too focused on in front of me
I gave you my heart
How could you front on me
And stunt to on me
What I do
Why you run from me
Up through the nights
I'm thinking about life
And everything
Like I'm wasting my time
So much on my mind
Flipping through rhymes
Don't worry bout me
I'm doing just fine
I'm running my mouth
Can't keep it inside
I'm peepin the vibe
You hiding something
I knew it
But I ignored it
It's like I came back home
And they eating my pourage
Sometimes I wanna die
Just keep on recording
Sometimes I wanna cry
I don't feel important
No text back in the morning
Now my thoughts are distorted
Seen my daughter in my dreams
Alhamdulillah she's gorgeous
Got me rethinking my life
I can't sleep through the night
I got people depending on me for life
And I ain't got mine right
So many people looking at me like he's the man
Like when he gone start dropping that heat again
Sometimes I'm outspoken
Sometimes I keep it in observe
Take a look at my surroundings
Start to get on my nerves
That's what happens when you on my mind
That's like all the time
Women on my timeline I could still get
But I'm stuck on you
And I still get

Excited when you pop on screen
Trying not to make a scene
Sometimes I wanna scream
Keep seeing you in my dreams
You focused on other things
I respect that
But a nigga got feelings
Can't neglect that
Plus I ain't tryna have no setbacks
I'm just praying to the Lord
Tryna get back

Don't need a body
It's your heart
That's my problem
Growing is the hole
It is not stopping
In mine
In time
We'll find
A mutual understanding
I mean hopefully
If there's hope for me
There's no hoe in me
Can't give up hope
Come on already
Let's elope
I'm finna go
Insane
I been wanting you forever
Feel it in my soul
Would walk through any weather
The feelings never go
Away
Baby girl
I'm here to stay
You keep my head up
Even when the skies are grey
Ain't got time to waste
Ain't got time to play
Even if I don't show it
I think of you everyday
And how you doing
Sometimes I wonder if you remember me
My demons my only enemies
When I look in the mirror
Something I really don't care to see
Expectations kill relationships
The crazy shit is
I was gone dress you up
And show you off
When I break in the biz
And maybe have a few kids
That's the plan
Maybe hearing this
You'd understand
I just wanna be a good man
Like Ne-Yo
It could all be so simple
Like a free throw
Overthinking got me pinned against
The ropes
It's a constant battle between me and my
Ego
Let me know
If you feel like I do
Let me know
If you feel like it's true

Excitement when you pop on screen
Trying not to make a scene
Sometimes I wanna scream
Keep seeing you in my dreams
You focused on other things
I respect that
But a nigga got feelings
Can't neglect that
Plus I ain't tryna have no setbacks
I'm just praying to the Lord
Tryna get back



Credits
Writer(s): Malcolm Brodie
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