Day 1

Went to isolation, thinking that I'm so dumb
Used to write my lyrics, now I wanna steal some
Cause I feel so boring, used to feel like I'm soaring
Used to claim they was snoring but I haven't been scoring
Tryna work on myself, but I'm too proud for help
Thought bout times with that belt, hanging all by itself
It's the ego I guess, it's the cause of my stress
Am I really the best? Then why am I so depressed?
Tryna savor the days, like it's giving me rays
Hope the come up come up, so remember my name
Hope I don't stay the same, hope this shit make me change
Hope my pain go away, but it made me today
Where I be without the beats and the comedy?
Bro those wildin out shows are apart of me
Tryna do this shit so hopefully I get discovered
Tryna do this shit so I don't go home to my mother
That's a disgrace for the kid from the place where the shit doesn't age and that nothing's ok
So don't tell me I'm lame while I go for the fame bro I'm up in this game and I'll make this shit change
Woo
Nothing is earned it is all passed down
But I need that crown
That's the reason I changed I'm way toned down
Should've seen my shit when wilding out in them crowds
Yeah
Get aggressive on a track they really boutta get it
Got to prove to these bitches that I'm not just a lemon
I got it myself my skills are my brethren
I'm boutta bounce my earth is my heaven
Grah
Tryna get deep with the lyrics get inspired but I'm fucked up
Tryna get deep with the lyrics get inspired but I'm not enough
So I pull up with a gold chain tryna act like I'm not strange
Tryna act like this my thang, tryna act like no pain
But I hate this whole thang, wanna be me like do re
You always act like you know me, but I'll end up like Cobain

I feel tired every moment I'm awake
Tryna stay sober but there's too much pain
So I smoke another dab and say that it's ok
But it's not, I'm fucked up
Nothing will change
Nothing will change
Nothing will change
Nothing will change

I have violent thoughts about myself
And I really want that to change
But I don't think it will
So for now
Let it drop

I feel tired every moment I'm awake
Tryna stay sober but there's too much pain
So I smoke another dab and say that it's ok
But it's not, I'm fucked up
Nothing will change
Nothing will change
Nothing will change
Nothing will change

The fact is I know that I'm talented but I don't have enough confidence in myself to truly accept that
I know what I'm making is new and it's interesting I'm just trying to decide if it's interesting enough
I don't know
I guess that's what you're gonna find out



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