July 14th

Late night
Wide awake
And I can't sleep
Poppin pain pills
All the time
And I can't eat
Nobody told me
Pain run so deep
Feel like a pimp with this cane
Can't stand in my own two fee
I got bullet holes
Couple hoes at bedside
Keep a pistol on me
Tucked away like it's bedtime
Couple goons on go
Say the word and you flatline
Looking for them drugs
If you gotta hit my line

Cuz lately lately I been hurting
Why they hate me hate me know I ain't perfect
I just pray I od high off the percs
High off the perkys
Don't think they working

Both of my grandma fiends
It's in my blood to be addicted
Left the spital with some narcos
When and I bout me a prescription
I got Watson
I got perkys
When it's over hope I kick it
Gotta smiling at the pill house cuz you know Guapo bring good business
Ain't nothing wrong with baby Keyz
Them perkys keep heem lifted
They way it's lookin
We gone super high on thanksgiving
I just pray therapy works
I'll have my hand back good by Christmas
When that bullet tore my artery
I swear it took a part of me
At least you living
Pain run so deep
Wish you could feel it
Big dawg
But lately I been feeling like midget
Less of man
Lil brother gotta bathe me
And I can't control my hand

I been thru wire like kanye
I woke up having a bad
Car accident feel so much pain
Car flipped over and it caught on flames
Fucked I'll never be same
Hurt more when it start to rain
Painkillers don't numb the pain they just help me get thru the day
It just hurting
Who got them the good drugs Cuz been searching
Cuse out my doctor Bro this shit ain't working
Fucking on a teacher and a surgeon
Love fwill get you kill seen it in person
Crazy bitches got go pussy but is it worth
Gotta file disability ain't working
Bitch texting me she ain't do it on purpose
I'm still here I gotta purpose