Late Nights

It's 2:30 and you're calling my phone
The mixed signals make me fall out my zone
I'm real into all the moments we have
But lately it's just going real bad
Ive mistakened all the good from the bad
Just refill my heart remove all the black
It's a lot colder
But I'll grow wiser
I won't look over
I Never knew you were poison
Just the right drug to voice it
Pain and pleasure really is too close
I'm caged inside a monster & it won't let go
Emotions on a rise I begin to lose control
Outside I look alive so inside you won't know
That Im screaming out for help and I just rather let myself just do it all alone
But I really just don't know
I don't know
But I won't
Fall out alone
Running I know you just don't go
Inside I'm losing control
And my mind is more then fried
I'm tick tick tocking
Ima take my time
I'll be patient
I'll keep racing
You won't take it
My pride
I lied
I'm fine
Just to hide
What's inside

It's 3am
But it's silent
And I'm feeling like
I'm dying
Spark the blunt I'm flying
On uhh cloud 9 just
My heart keeps rising
But I'm denying
But when I'm going on
And I'm weak but then I'm strong
And I known just all along
This flow it keeps on rolling on
Like a river I ain't finna stop
Keep showering rain down
Well I'm flying and I'm just trying
To keep it in
I won't know
Until it builds
Ima keep letting it grow
I needed it
But you were the reason
And life gives me lessons
But ima just beat it

Its 2:30 am and you're calling my phone
The mixed signals make me fall out my zone
I'm real into all the moments we had
But lately it's just going real bad
I've mistaken all the good from the bad
Just refill my heart remove all the black
It's a lot colder but I'll grow wiser...